A feeling from the pit of the stomach

Launches into the stream of consciousness

Moving from maybe into how can it not be

Reaching for love and settling for the latest feel good

Knowing this could be the one that breaks you down further

How did I drop this far?

When he broke up with me, did I break up with me too?

No, it goes further than that. I was drifting in a non-space

Somewhere between here and now

Between want, need, demand, settle

Funny how I used to be afraid of the dark

And now it seems so inviting….